Me n Celebrities

Im bored...im laptopless...i hv no money...but i still got time to waste..haha....got this cool site from azreena....www.myheritage.com....its all about which celebrity u resemble the most...catchy...haha..so..here we go..which celebrity i resemble the most??

1st attempt:
1) chloe savigny <-- who??
2) mena suvari <-- the girl from LOSER ..cool!!
3) Junichiro koizumi <-- haha...i hv no idea who this is..after some googling...i found out that he is the current prime minester of japan...but me...him??? apakahh??
4) Gina lolobrigida <-- veteran actress maybe..
5)Boa <--- huh...sungguh xde persamaan...

2nd attempt:
1) Elisha cuthbert <-- House of wax...the girl next door...ngeh...ngeh..
2)Kelly McGillis <-- huh?
3)Salma hayek <-- whoaaaa...!!!!
4) Scarlett Johansson<---- whoaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!
5) Umberto Nobile <--- pilot...whoeverlah...

cukupla setakat 2 attempt....ku x mampu menahan lagi....

To do list

i hv like 37 days to spend during my summer break....yerp..modicum, mini holiday...

my to do list:

1) drive away to pc n grab nasi lemak tc .. my favourite food since i was 7 yrs old...even during my primary school, my mum will drop by n tapau nasi lemak for me b4 sent me off to school....n when i went to mrsm langkawi...i remember one time...weekend.. they called it balik bermalam...right away after the plane touch down....after hugging my mum....i just blurted out.."ma..jom nasi lemak tc"..n she was like...."r u really home sick or it was all bout nasi lemak tc..??"..thehe...im addicted!

2) Catch up things with my family...i want to know all the details...huhu...my brothers n their grrrfriend.....i just knew that my youngest brother azim..already had one...huh....teenagers nowadays...what a spoil brat...

3) redecorate my room which is formerly in pink theme!...urghhh!!! my parents..they desperately want me to be a bone fide woman...huhu...imagine this...they paint all the wall in pink n purple colour with flowery wallpaper, pink cupboard, pink table, pink curtain with white dots..pink here..pink there...see....how desperate r they...

4) vacation with family...maybe in jakarta...ntahla..that's what mama planned..

5) gathering with my fellow
friends...zainabians..maresmawians...Aida...kye...(ive heard the aida already planned sumthing for us mara girls...)..yeay..can't wait...!

6) drive new car..yeepee...kereta katok pisey....as what my brother called it...

7) visit relatives....ayoh,mek, cik, ayoh beris.....cousins...neighbours..(owhh...the mini gathering in front of 5005-B..rindu)

8) Amir zhafran is mine for the whole summer...! (refer pic)..to other cousins..get ur hands off him! actually..he's on the top of my -why-i-should-go-back-home-this-summer- list.

9) get involve with some charity works..i wanna contribute something to this world....hmm...join the MERCY ppl..or maybe just hit any rumah anak2 yatim, rumah warga tua, rumah kanak2 istimewa etc..smile n say...."ada apa2 yg boleh saya bantu?"

10) Buy books....medical..religious ...magazines..a lot!!!!

11) get new scrubs....tempah ngan tailor bleh x??

12) movies...esp da vinci's code...! here got no source okey...movies at cinema all in russian..

13) find bf di tepi2 jalan ke...di kedai mana2 ke..kb mall ke..ada x agaknya....<-- obviously not in the desperate tone..more like breezy one..u guys know right how comfort i am in this single zone...no big deal.

14) confront mama bout mr iran....! whoa..this one...i really can't waittttt!!!!

Pain

I cried last night n i don't know why...let me put it this this way ..something happened which is not worth to tell about. Maybe it's the estrogen thingy...

Does life become more interesting when u have someone to lose? Do u feel that things will be interesting when more problems are involved? Do u feel alive when u hurt someone, use someone or love someone? Does ur life spiced up with all those intertwined plot u create?

my brain is bombarded with all these questions..
i think i should stop listening to these small voices in my head...it hurts.

Or maybe i like the pain, despair, sappy things subconciously...i wonder...or maybe its because im seeking for an attention?? Confusion..like Meredith Grey said in one of the episodes...maybe we r wired that way..maybe without pain we just don't feel real..

why do i keep hitting my head with a hammer? because it feels so good when i stop.

Me in hiatus =(

My laptop broke down last week. I don't wanna talk bout it..it just killing me. I cannot live without it seriously! So that's the reason of the hiatus.

Hmm...so many things happened lately but now im out of word...

I promise, i'll update this blog as soon as i buy the new hard disk which i still don't know when will it be.....soon my dear.