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Hi i'm adilla. Remember me?
im still alive...trapped in this vicious cycle...hoho...mahu keluar dari lingkaran ini...susahnya...
Well...im done with surgery n internal med...but still 2 more to go..!
Penatnya...
hey...kamu kanak2 UK!....ive heard u guys had finish ur sem....dah balik malaysia eh???
*jealousy looming in nizhny*
aduih...ngantuk..tp xle tido...withdrawal syndrome....CNS stimulant...the effect is still there...
*tolong*
nothing much in my life lately....dullness it is... like the percussion on the liver...
*oh internal med..go away...*
got sms from my mum yesterday....asked me to call her....sound like serious...so i grabbed filzah's hp (im out of credit.....im broke....pity me...) n call her....nothing much actually...benda kecik je.....my big bro...the only functional older brother i have.....wants to get marry.
*huh ah....nothing big*
besides....he's *big* n *mature* enough to be someone's husband....he's 23 y.o
see..told you nothing to worry about <-- monolog dalaman utk diri sendiri
owh and by the way.....the future sister in law is a year younger than me...
nah...it can't be that bad.maybe i'll encounter small prob like what should i address her in future....kak or just simply her name...but it is indeed not a major problem...
so the chat between mum n her daughter continued....lalalala....
then...mama said..."ila...sbnrnya...abe long nk kawin this august...tunggu kak ila balik dulu la..."
WHAT??????????????
no way
its too soon...i mean..it is superrrr soon...im not ready to accept a stranger into my life yet...this august should be me-n-my-nucleus-family time....aduhhhh..besides i don't know her....i just met her once last year....
was it supposed to be this way...why can't i be happy for them??maybe they both serious..i don't know...somehow i felt someone is taking my brother from me....maybe this is all about being the only girl in my sibblings...jealous??? well..maybe. bottom line....im not mentally prepared yet...that's it!
somehow this thing become a major problem in my life now.
ADUHHH!!
i need sedative drugs
7 Comments:
mu ni, abe mu nok kawen bio pi la dio kawen. mu nok takut gapo.
kalaulah semuanya semudah itu...biarje....
i dont think u need sedative, just try cns stimulant like caffein, ethimazole or accurately the antidepressent:imipridine, since u seem depressed and u'll be ok again. *pasca pharmaco syndrome*
MC LA ! Hehe...lamer nye tak dengar citer. Haha...takpe, takpe...i know how u feel. I have the same problem too...but abang hajar tak kawin lagi ar...hehe...
hehe..tau tau..abng kau akan lari dari lingkaran kehidupan kau..kesian kat kau sebagai adik manja dia.
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