Hidup Saya

My life n my random thoughts...

Tuesday, February 28, 2006

Lewat malam bersama blog saya


It's 1200 am n here i am letting my fingers to do the talking on behalf of my semi awake brain (read: sleepy). Actually got a work to do related to biro penerbitan PPIM for next activity"Minggu Usrah". So i browse the net searching for some sources, articles etc..Anyhoo..i came across this one..so let's share it...n think bout it for a little while:

5 advices from Imam Ali R.A.
1. Never put your hope and trust to other than Allah SWT
2. Never ever fear anything else but your own sins
3. Never be afraid to ask, to learn about your deen that you don't know about
4. Never hesitate to say that you don't know about things that you really don't know about
5. Always have sabr (patience) in everything that u do


Another advice from Luqman r.a."Remember 2 things and Forget 2 things
"Remember Allah and Remember Maut (death)
Forget the good things you've done for people... forget the harm people do to you..

Never put ur hope n trust to other than Allah SWT
Sometimes in our daily life, we tend to forget this really important fact. It always happen, either we acknowledge it or not. Scenario 1 - Xm fever..common dialogue among us here " harap2 cikgu yg aku dpt tu baik, tolong aku etc..."By accidently or maybe we didn't mean it, we put our hope on the teacher. So despite of saying that why don't we say..."Ya Allah, aku berharap Kau permudahkan segalanya ke atas ku.Bukaknlah pintu hati cikgu ni nak kasi 5 kat aku...."<-- this is an example!
Scenario 2 - Girl had a big problem. She is so sad n need someone to talk to. She go to her friend, but they don't seem to care because they also got problems. So it hurts the girl more bcause everyone seems to turn back on her..but she didn't realize that there is someone who's always there for her, willing to hear her problems n willing to help her...Yes...we tend to forget Him (we - the girl, me n u). Allah always been there for us. Seek help from Him, because He is the only one who can help us. Talk to Him, trust Him, pray n berdoa! That's what Islam is about..u have the access directly to Allah..xyah org tgh2...atau pepe..

Never ever fear anything else but ur own sins
Bertaubat..When we think bout it again n again, we will realize how much Allah love us. If we make mistakes, bertaubat...insaf...seek for His forgiveness. He is Ar- Rahim, the Merciful.
Hadith Qudsi -
When Allah decreed the Creation He pledged Himself by writing in His book which is laid down with Him:
"My mercy prevails over my wrath."

Never to be afraid to ask, to learn bout ur deen that u don't know about
Never hesitate to say that u don't know about things that u really don't know bout
X bertanya nanti sesat jalan.. the same rules applied here. Actually this one happens to me a lot..sometimes im just not sure bout certain things related to our Deen..n im afraid to ask ppl bout it on a reason that it is too simple or basic things...like Islam 101 (amani! heee..) or maybe im afraid of what other ppl(the ppl whom i want to ask) will think bout me ..something like...ish budak ni yg tu pun x tau...that is soo wrong attitude..n im trying my best to get rid of it...shoohh..skepticism..go away! Alhamdullilah, ive been surrounded by great friends who can help me in understanding Islam better..

Always have patience in everything that u do
Sabar..adilla sabar..this too shall pass..internal med, pharmaco, surgery, path anat, path phys, pavlovna, konstantin, kuznetsov, winter, sejuk, rindu family, abundance of unfinished tasks n list goes on....all this will pass one day..Just be patience! n seek for Allah's guide in everything that u do...rely on Allah alone. Don't ever give up babes. Everything will be OK...(hope so!)

Remember Allah n remember maut....so come on...get urself prepared..get ready..the day will come somehow...where we left this dunia..n we head to the hereafter...the eternal one. Then when we look back..we realize that dunia is only like a pit stop for us b4 we reach our destination...

Forget the things that u've done for ppl n forget the harm ppl do to u
Yeah ..let bygones be bygones..hmm..for instance, despite of thinking what we have contribute or done for others, why don't we think bout what we haven't done yet to others...
n bout the harm thing..maybe pain or week-of-stress somebody gave u..just let it go..then u'll be in no stresssss anynomeree...yippie...Get busy with anything..like ibadah, study etc...don't let ur mind free because ur brain like to play trick on u.. n somehow u end up by recalling of what those little ppl have done...n then once again...STRESS..

well....actually this is something for u..dear reader (i guess that will be amani, intan, jamzuri....tu je kot) to ponder bout.

hehe...i think im done here...wanna to talk some more..but..duty comes first...kena buat flyerss..if not, encik bos will get angry ...hehe..=p

Monday, February 27, 2006

Happy birthday!!


Happy birthday my dear INTAN n KRIN!!! n welcome to the club! hehe...

Well...today we celebrated intan's birthday at McD and me individually celebrated my victory on abstaining McD for 2 months...*grin*. All on the sake of saving money for my next summer trip.
It's been quite a time since me hang up with mara girls. As usual, we chat...n laughed..trying to catch up new things or refreshing the previous one.. Everyone kind of busy lately. yeah right ..BUSY...

I talked to someone bout this....it started with me whinning bout my life..my hectic life..with my study, the as shams work etc..After letting me blabbering all the way long, he butt in n said " bila Allah sayangkan seseorg, Allah akan sibukkan seseorang itu dgn kerja2 yg bermanfaat supaya banyak amalan yg dpt dibuat"...

then I remember a verse in Al Quran:

"On no soul doth Allah place a burden greater than it can bear. It gets every good that it earns, and it suffers every ill that it earn." Al Baqarah - 286

My heart n my mind sway for a minute....It is true actually...Sometimes i just forget who i am ..i hv no rights to whine...heh...actually it is all my fault for not arranging my time wisely...So..get up lazy ass....n get busy!!

Saturday, February 25, 2006


I AM SORRY PPL!

i am sorry...really sorry...
i am a human..i make mistakes...i am sorry
i know i am sensitive, easily offended or upset...i am sorry
maybe i took things seriously...but the heart just feels what it feels...i am sorry
i know i've dissappointed ppl, frens, the one that i loved....i am really sorry
maybe i seem childish...but i've tried to change...i am sorry
i know i get mad, sad easily....call me cry baby..but this is me....i am sorry
everybody got their flaw....so maybe this is mine...maybe u guys just joking...but once again, the heart feels what it feels....i am sorry
but believe me....i've tried to change...to be a better person. to be a better friends.....so give me some time..bear with me...
so..next time, if this things ever happened again....just give me 10 minutes to be alone, let me cry or whateva...n no need to ask for forgiveness...because believe me friends....since the day that we become good friends....i made a pact that i'll forgive u guys no matter what u did....


i love u guys so muchh n this is true

yours truly,
adilla

BAD EXAMPLE


I made it again..yeah..i broke the rules once more...the rules which i made up by myself. Actually i made a promise to myself that i will not skip lecture anymore or class this year. heheh...guess what..it's only the 2nd week of new sem n i already skipped the lecture on hygiene today.BAD EXAMPLE...But then.....it's hygiene!!! I mean..it's a really mind torturing subject! Don't blame me..u'll know what im saying if u attend the lecture..plus its saturday..! it's my right to have nice rest on my bed n laze the day away. The teacher should just give us the notes n we can study it by ourselves at home... Even if I attend the lecture...she will just read exactly the same thing what's written on the slide...no explanation..nah ah..zilch...(blaming other la plak...BAD EXAMPLE) so...by this second..i decided to renew my promise....here it goes..... Me, Adilla binti Alimin promise to myself will not ever skip lecture or class, unless there is a hell good reason which prevent me to do so BUT...for hygiene lecture...nah...let just called it special case...optional..yeah! After all...skipping lecture for us it's not a big deal....only misdemeanor.. <-- saja nk sedapkan hati...heh

okla...bout the pic..that's my breakfast today...BAD EXAMPLE...n i called myself medical student...huh...seriously, i think i should pay more attention on my diet..sometimes i just ate without thinking bout the consequences...penat je belajar...ilmu tanpa amal...BAD EXAMPLE....but still..who can ever resist the aroma of asam laksa maggie..*drool*...me? i can't...hehe..in fact...i could sooooo go for another asam laksa maggie right now...

By the way...at 300 pm, im going to the circus with my roommates..yayy!! circus in town...n believe it or not...i,ve never been to any of it b4... wait...hmm...hmm....err....nah...that one was zoo negara...DARN! i saw mickey..gtg!! daaa!!

Thursday, February 23, 2006

IM A NEWBIE....this is only a trial...honestly, i don't feel that this blog will last long..(based on my last experience with xanga)...but who knows??? what do i expect from this blog is....it will give me a chance to express myself out...without anyone judging me..(but if there is..still, who caress??) i'll try my best not to talk bout other ppl in this blog (avoid backbiting)...n lastly let just hope that this will not be one of my-unfinished-project........oh dear bloggy...bear with me!