Hidup Saya

My life n my random thoughts...

Friday, April 14, 2006

Where is the difference








Why are we here?
The question is are we so different from you?
The question is simple...we are NOT.
Understand please, that we are not at home,
Leaving home is not that easy,
Learning another culture n language is not easy, in fact,
Nothing is.
We come here with an admiring fact that russia is a great nation,
We are here with honest thoughts of learning ur culture, the way of life and to seek knowledge of different fields that u have been practising for generations.
We share the same problems, the same discomforts, the same inflation, the same modernization,
Yet, are we not one of you?
We eat the same foods, we breath the same air, we walk on the same ground, same hopes n fears.
The only difference is our language n skin colour.
Difference in skin colour blinds you so much?
Look again, we are all HUMANS!
Your land is grand, its beuty n history lavish, we want to fit in, to feel it's alright to be here,
Is that why you think that we should be subjected to inhuman acts?
To watch us bleed n cry is fun??
Does it satisfy you? Is it revenge enough?
We are created in equals.
Who r u to judge us? To decide how we should suffer?
You see, the essence of human is the mind,
It is the thing that differentiates us from animals,
How is that u cannot see that?
That we r the same as u...


* these had been composed by 2 anonymous girls n was distributed during the strikes (refer to http://cruzed.blogspot.com/ for details

Tuesday, April 11, 2006

HIGH!!


I AM SO HIGH!! agaga....nope i don't do drugs, weeds, sheesha or whatsoever....im the surgeon assistant!! hoho...the greatest feeling ever...seriously...no words can describe it...u will not understand it until u try it...i mean the feeling was just so good...great...HIGH...although pegang that retractor je..but still....syok gileee....haha..nampak je cool..padahla nervous gile..the classmates told me that they can see my hands shaking..haha...owh btw...it was a hernia operation...hehe..actually ...i was too nervous....i was like berselawat the whole time...huhu...ye la..who knows..anything can happen right??....

owh...and u know what.....actually the nurse asked me to take off my tudung....of course i refused....buat muka kesian la time tu kat afdonin (my teacher...aka the surgeon in the pic)...afdonin kasi je...BEST....hmm
im just wondering...how female surgeon in malaysia works?? i mean do they hv to remove the scarf...or there is some kind of sterilized scarf or how??? enlighten me frens....