It's Hot, Getting hot, and Even Hotter

Assalamualaikum and howdy,
It's summer. This year's summer is the most unbearable. It's like your internal organs are being heated by Gamma ray. It's like doing the higher level yoga exercise; walking with bare feet on the hot charcoals. It's like jump into a hot glowing ignited gas that is generated by something on fire.(May be I'm exaggerating it) But, that is nothing compared to Hellfire. ~Keinsafan melanda diri~

'The Shop'
Yesterday was a money making day for Eldorado. Eldorado happens to be the nearest shop selling electrical goods. So, bunches of students marched to Eldorado with the same mission and purpose.The aim is one; to purchase some appparatuses with rotating blades that create a current of air for cooling or ventilation, which is called fan or in russian; ventilator.

'The Fan'
The fan is worth for your rubles!! The atmosphere of the room changed as you turn on the fan. Your gloomy room suddenly becomes brighter. You could sense a feeling of happiness in your room. Your bed becomes a cold cloud. You have the mood for study and 'stido' at the same time.

'The Weird Things'
But, in Russia there are lots of weird fans or ventilators. Have you ever see a fan which cant rotate 180 degrees? I mean, the ventilating part is static. Well, you can find such models in Russia and Amani has one. We just love to 'kutuk' her fan. Then, Anis ended up by buying her own fan. This one is the normal fan. It rotates just like a normal fan in Malaysia. But Intan and Suhaili have the most unusual fan. As the blades rotate, the current goes backward, which mean the cooling effect can be felt from the back of the fan. I do hope they go to Eldorado once again and fix it.

'Rezeki'
Ok, the end for the fan thigy. It's so hot outside. You could see Russians in their half naked outfits. Summer is the time for the guys to 'cuci mata'. They would say, "Pandangan pertama itu rezeki". Oh, bullshit. Is that you call 'rezeki' if you keep staring at them? Is it still 'rezeki' if you purposely wear the sunglasses so that people dont see that your eyes are actually fix at the sexy gilrs?

'Tepuk dada tanya selera'
Well, as for girls, is the high temperature can be an excuse for you to expose your aurah?To be like the Russians? Have ever you fear the punishment in the Day After? Or you just want to challenge The Almighty? Just ask yourself..

Ok,enough. Sorry if today's entry is hurting in some parts. I do belive words are even sharper than a sword. I mean no harm, I come in peace. See you next time..
Wassalam

~written by This is Not Adilla~

amani

someone wants to marry a prince!! childhood dream...so..please..if anyone out there happens to know any royal blood XY.....u know what to do!


p/s: i wont tell u who the girl is ...go figure out by urself!


n owh..it is not amani for sure....=p

PHARMACOISM

Intoxication by pharmacology

mechanism of action:

5 days non stop reading katzung or lippincot

symptoms:

1) general disturbances such as head ache, drowsiness, dizziness, nausea n vomitting
2) tachycardia, palpitation, sweating, insomnia
3) increase of appetite (dpnds on pt, diff ppl diff adaptation)
4) significance symptom:
- when u start using complex sentences in ur daily life.
e.g. normal ppl --> "i think im having a depression...i need a rest!"
pt with pharmaco intox --> "i think im having insufficiency of monoamine in
my synapse somewhere in my brain..i dunno maybe
norepinephrine or serotonin...i need an
antidepression...give me some imipramine, phenelzin
or whatever..."

- when u start thinking of naming ur future children with a drugs name such as monteleukast, zafirleukast, amantadine, norepinephnire, ephidrine etc...

- when everytime u wanna go to sleep, every time u want to close ur eyes.....complex drugs names start bombarding ur mind............codeine, atropine, pancreatin, methimazole, chlorpromazine, omeprasole........

Complication:
1) withdrawal syndrome --> rare
2) physical n psychological dependance --> rare

antidote:
1) avoid pharmaco completely
2) F.R.I.E.N.D.S series (this one will surely get ur mind away from pharmaco)

This is not Adilla

This is not Adilla,
I wasn't born in Kelatan,
My parents aren't Kelantanesse,
I went to Kelantan thrice.

This is not Adilla,
I used to be a debater,
Being a debater was never a regret,
I'm missing the adrenaline rush feeling.

This is not Adilla,
She doesn't have a friend named Sweetnorfa,
She doen't have a senior named Lalat,
She never been in Mozac.

This is not Adilla,
She will having Pharmaco exam,
I alrealdy passed,
It was the toughest of all.

This is not Adilla,
I will never be her,
She will never be me,
This is me then....

joke of the day

Stoner Shopping Trip


A stoner walks into a gas station and asks the dude at the counter, "Got any weed?" The man politely replied, "Um, no sir. We do not sell marijuana here." So he left.
The same guy comes back the next day and says, "Got any weed?" The man behind the counter, although slightly annoyed, patiently replied, "No sir. We don't sell marijuana." So the man went home.
He goes once again to the gas station. And again, he says to the guy working there, "Got any weed?" By this time the other dude was pissed. He yells, "You freakin' refer-lovin', pot-head burn-out! I told you, we don't sell that crap here! If you ever come back in here asking for that filthy crap again, I'll nail your freaking feet to the floor. Got it? Now beat it before I call the cops." So the stoner left.
The next day he went back to the same old place with a dopey smile on his face. He went to the cashier and said, "Got any nails?" The man hesitated, then replied, "um, no. . . sir, we don't sell nails here." The stoner grinned. "Got any weed?"

random stuff...

Hi i'm adilla. Remember me?

im still alive...trapped in this vicious cycle...hoho...mahu keluar dari lingkaran ini...susahnya...

Well...im done with surgery n internal med...but still 2 more to go..!

Penatnya...

hey...kamu kanak2 UK!....ive heard u guys had finish ur sem....dah balik malaysia eh???

*jealousy looming in nizhny*

aduih...ngantuk..tp xle tido...withdrawal syndrome....CNS stimulant...the effect is still there...

*tolong*

nothing much in my life lately....dullness it is... like the percussion on the liver...

*oh internal med..go away...*

got sms from my mum yesterday....asked me to call her....sound like serious...so i grabbed filzah's hp (im out of credit.....im broke....pity me...) n call her....nothing much actually...benda kecik je.....my big bro...the only functional older brother i have.....wants to get marry.

*huh ah....nothing big*

besides....he's *big* n *mature* enough to be someone's husband....he's 23 y.o

see..told you nothing to worry about <-- monolog dalaman utk diri sendiri

owh and by the way.....the future sister in law is a year younger than me...

nah...it can't be that bad.maybe i'll encounter small prob like what should i address her in future....kak or just simply her name...but it is indeed not a major problem...

so the chat between mum n her daughter continued....lalalala....

then...mama said..."ila...sbnrnya...abe long nk kawin this august...tunggu kak ila balik dulu la..."

WHAT??????????????

no way

its too soon...i mean..it is superrrr soon...im not ready to accept a stranger into my life yet...this august should be me-n-my-nucleus-family time....aduhhhh..besides i don't know her....i just met her once last year....

was it supposed to be this way...why can't i be happy for them??maybe they both serious..i don't know...somehow i felt someone is taking my brother from me....maybe this is all about being the only girl in my sibblings...jealous??? well..maybe. bottom line....im not mentally prepared yet...that's it!

somehow this thing become a major problem in my life now.

ADUHHH!!

i need sedative drugs